When everything is the way we think it should be (or thought it should be)... we sometimes end up back where we started, lost. That would be me. I found something I wanted, just in time to leave it.
Life is a puzzle. God gives us the pieces, and he knows what it is supposed to look like, but he won't let us see the cover of the box. So it is up to us to put it together the right way, following God's will (which would be the correct way to put the puzzle together). I don't know how correctly I'm putting this puzzle together, but I'm trying. Steve asked me if I wanted to be a leader for CA, and I told him I would consider it, praying and thinking about it over break. That would be a big thing for me, and there may be some things I would need to give up in order to do that. That's probably why God posed me with this crossroads, so that I could make the right choice. Another piece in the puzzle. It has been so awesome to be involved in worship at CA. I'm glad to be coming back to TCA to not only share in chapel, but also to lead worship sometime.
How life can change. So quickly. I remember, just about a month ago, sitting down outside. It was a pretty warm night, and had rained that morning. The sky was deep, but bright, red with swirls of blueish purple. It was so beautiful. And then the wind started blowing really hard! It was like the sky was a mood ring, I actually wrote that in a song, but I'm not sure how that fits into the song, and I'm not sure if I really like that song anyway. So I was sitting there, going through inner turmoil, knowing that my life was missing something. I didn't know what it was. It hurt though. So for the next few weeks, I tried to trace down this feeling, figuring out what was going on. I'm pretty sure it was loneliness. Not as in, I had no friends, but as in, I had no one really close to me. It had been like that at TCA too. There was no one like that, there had been no one in my life like that, for years.
But everything has changed now.
I kept on keeping on and now I'm somewhere new.
Jeremy
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Crazy how everyone's been talking about puzzles lately. Their right when they say we all fit somewhere in life, we just have to keep letting God place us where we need to be.. ( you dont have to worry about putting the puzzle together.. leave that up to God! ) :] it be great if you lead worship with CA.
So I asked my mom if I could accompany you on your city quest for a ukulele, she said she would consider it.. haha that'd be a blast though :]